I’m still waiting for you!

I don’t understand,
How come you have the liberty?
To come and go anywhere?
To pull through and pull off anytime?
Summer, winter, autumn, spring,
Oh yes! Most of the time you fling,
So I told myself,
To never put faith in you,
In the end, I was nothing to do,
Except believing in you!
When I woke up early;
Still, I miss the bus
When I omit just one chapter;
And, it turns blunder that I fail
When my opponent wins,
by just one point,
When I cook miserably
for the guests,
When I don’t get time to rest,
When I am paid less,
When opportunity knocks;
But not my door,
When I work hard and still expected more,
When I keep buying,
But someone wins the lottery,
When someone insane gets so lucky,
I have nothing to do,
Except believing in you…
My luck… I am still waiting for you!